I am eternity, the universe itself,I jump, warp across time and space,
Define nature itself,
Cast the flare of the sun.
I am the depth of night,
The blanket around the stars,
The dead stillness of night.
I am the sting of a bee
The grey of venom
Coursing through veins
Hunting their target.
I am the sound of a gun,
Held in cold dead hands,
Hitting a beating heart,
Freezing the blood within.
I am The echo of noise,
For meaningless words spoken,
From empty echo less mouths.
I am the soul,
Of existence within –
But empty without.
I am a soul without cells,
A being missing,
No presence and boundaries felt.
I don’t feel the emptiness,
I don’t feel –
The pain of a bee’s sting,
The redness of cells,
As they first welcome,
Then fight nature itself,
Vainly to stop blood and venom
From joining and becoming one.
I am a soul without cells,
I don’t feel –
The sensation from drop of nectar,
Dropping from willing flowers,
Like opening a magical box,
Where color sensations flow in,
Touch your brain and recede.
I miss it all, I don’t feel –
For I am but nothing,
An emptiness within and without,
A soul without cells,
A being missing,
Becoming the eternity of universe itself.